Today

I got demerit points from Mdm J just because i said 'kena'

and it is because of her that my record now is not clean and it may

affect my entire life because certain JCs may not accept me and i may

get into the wrong company and my life may be ruined by Mdm J,

anyway, so after she unresonably gave me demerit points, i cried out

of anger and sadness, and i've decided not to talk anymore.

It is a good thing that i can do sign languages for communication now

that i dont't even need to reply anybody, the persons i talk to are only

those from church, because they genuinely love me for who i am, not

somebody else, i feel that they are very sincere and mature, up to a certain

where even getting into a relationship